The two reasons why I start a friendship 

1.) Because we have similar interests 

or 2.) Just the plain simple fact that I like you and your personality. 

If I can't get along with you, then why should we be friends? Once we are friends and start getting to know each other, we become close. I become closer to some people more than others but that is how things are. It's a process but it happens. 

The only thing that I absolutely hate when it comes to a friendship is Lying. I hate when any of my friends do that. Don't lie to me. I don't care how bad it is, it is better if you tell me what happened then lie to me about it. If you are my friend, I won't condemn you. 

Lets take my current real life example on why I am writing this. My friend came down from Florida last week. I was suppose to see her and she agreed. I kept calling her and texting her but each time she had a different excuse. I finally realized what was going on, the friend that she was staying with had a conflict of interests with me or she just didn't want to see me. I don't know the exact reason but I found out that there was a barbeque and I wasn't invited. I found out that she was lying to me about being so busy and never being around but she happened to see everyone else. 

Honestly that hurt my feelings. If you don't want to be my friend and you don't want to see me than just say that instead of pretending. I hate that. I hate this situation. 

I want to make it as a freelance writer. I am so eager to write for a magazine or a newspaper. I would do anything. I trying to create my own sites but it's not working out. I don't know how I can advance. 

I try and try. I don't know how hard I should try and what I should do to succeed. 

sometimes you just got to work for yourself.

I have been applying like crazy to get a job for the summer to make this year a little bit more filled. A Job ='s something to do and money. It doesn't look like I am going to find one so I decided I might as well work my self off to do anything that I possibly can.

I am working on my writing, reading, learning how to cook and driving. It's a dry summer but I will try to find ways to make it fun. Taking a trip to St. Louis is going to be interesting.

Investigating the city, I am going to do but I need a partner to do it with.

We'll see, soon enough I will be back in school with things to do lol.